Lately, I feel like I don't want to get out of bed. I feel exhausted mentally, but physically, I feel fine most days. I go to work. I do my schooling. But I just want to stay in my safe place. I don't think all of these feelings are getting worse or getting better. They … Continue reading
Meds and feelings
I don't know that my meds are right for me. I've been recently feeling a lack of happiness. A lack of joy.I'm also not content. I don't see my psychiatrist until October 5th. I'll manage. I also don't know that my psychiatrist is working out for me. I may have to look for someone else. … Continue reading Meds and feelings
Today was a weird day. The day went by extremely slowly. I couldn't focus on anything either. It's kind of hard for me to even type this. Anyway, did you know keyboarding is harder than it looks? Well for me it is. I have a hard time not looking at the keyboard. I should probably … Continue reading
26th birthday & life
Hey guys, long time no talk. I got a job, and I started school! So far in school, I am doing financial math, and keyboarding. I’m taking it slow, as in, trying not to weigh myself down. Same with work. If I start to feel overwhelmed, I honestly just stop and get back to it … Continue reading 26th birthday & life
I’ve been studying for the accuplacer test a lot! Yesterday I just could not focus on studying no matter how hard I tried. That was my minds way of telling me to take a break. A much needed break, if I say so myself. So today, I will try again. Chris went to work, and … Continue reading
It’s a Saturday and a good one
Hello again, my beautiful friends! 8:30 AM- This morning I was able to sleep an hour longer than usual. Usually I’m up at 6 or 7; today I woke up at 8. I got up and made coffee, and really woke myself up after a few minutes of looking at Facebook and Instagram. Since Chris … Continue reading It’s a Saturday and a good one
Playtime with Chickens
It was a good day. Dad had the solar panels installed. It was pretty cool, and now he’s using the sun for power which is environmentally friendly, so that’s good. Titus played with the chickens. He got so incredibly excited and happy. You can tell he loves them. They enjoy him as well. It’s sweet … Continue reading Playtime with Chickens
For every bad day, there’s 2 good days.
Chris and I went on a good Pokémon hunt tonight. We took over three gyms, and caught a lot of Pokémon. I still need to go in and appraise and transfer the ones I caught. I hate my mind sometimes, but then again, it is my mind. I know the meds won’t take away the … Continue reading For every bad day, there’s 2 good days.
“Stay gold, Ponyboy”
Now that I’ve started seeing a new psychiatrist, my meds are really helping my mood. BPD can be hard to deal with, but I am doing well. I applied for college, and since it’s just a community college, I got accepted. I start in August so I am studying hard for my accuplacer test. It’s … Continue reading “Stay gold, Ponyboy”
12/15/2019
Today was okay. By "okay", I mean, "I am still here, and trying to manage myself. I woke up today. I showered. I cleaned quite a bit, which makes me feel good and proud of myself. I had a panic attack, took my shut-it-down medication. I took a nap, and finished a craft kit from … Continue reading 12/15/2019
Life with Casey Leigh 