Lately, I feel like I don’t want to get out of bed. I feel exhausted mentally, but physically, I feel fine most days.

I go to work. I do my schooling. But I just want to stay in my safe place. 

I don’t think all of these feelings are getting worse or getting better. They just seem to be staying the same. 

I don’t feel motivated. I mean, I do feel motivated to do some school work every now and then, but everything else just feels like an extreme struggle.

I keep having to talk myself through each little thing. Every phone call, or email, or text. I have to tell myself everything is fine, but it feels like a lie, so nothing really changes. 

I know in order to succeed, I have to believe in myself, but I just don’t in certain areas of my life. I am having an extremely hard time moving forward, now.

I was doing so well. Now, I just feel I am letting everyone down, including myself.

I do believe I will work throught this, but it takes time. I don’t think others have the time that I need, if that makes sense..

Anyway, thanks for listening. Thanks for reading, whoever you are.

I find myself falling into a deep pit of some type of loneliness. Sometimes, blogging helps.. but not always. Sometimes it makes the loneliness worse, because maybe no one is listening. Maybe it’s all in my head. 
Tomorrow, at work, I will be doing some videos. Just product videos, where I show what we have to have to offer. They’re only a few seconds long. Hopefully that will go well.

I suppose that’s all for now. If you are reading this, you are amazing. Don’t forget that.