Lately, I feel like I don't want to get out of bed. I feel exhausted mentally, but physically, I feel fine most days. I go to work. I do my schooling. But I just want to stay in my safe place. I don't think all of these feelings are getting worse or getting better. They … Continue reading →

Meds and feelings

I don't know that my meds are right for me. I've been recently feeling a lack of happiness. A lack of joy.I'm also not content. I don't see my psychiatrist until October 5th. I'll manage. I also don't know that my psychiatrist is working out for me. I may have to look for someone else. … Continue reading Meds and feelings →

Today was a weird day. The day went by extremely slowly. I couldn't focus on anything either. It's kind of hard for me to even type this. Anyway, did you know keyboarding is harder than it looks? Well for me it is. I have a hard time not looking at the keyboard. I should probably … Continue reading →

12/15/2019

Today was okay. By "okay", I mean, "I am still here, and trying to manage myself. I woke up today. I showered. I cleaned quite a bit, which makes me feel good and proud of myself. I had a panic attack, took my shut-it-down medication. I took a nap, and finished a craft kit from … Continue reading 12/15/2019 →

Long time, no type

Hey Everyone... Anyone still reading these?... I haven't written in a long time. The last post had mentioned a pinched nerve. I know I was in SO MUCH pain. It turns out I did not have a pinched nerve... I had a tumor. It was benign! Don't worry! I had surgery back in July, and … Continue reading Long time, no type →